И вот тут, в разгар меня ( потому что я действительно горю, шмыгаю носом и болю горлом) у нас отключили отопление.
Fascinating.
Идет второй день учебы в магистратуре, и я отчаянно чувствую, что вырос из университетских стен."Ну если вы сможете сходу сделать устный литературный перевод, тогда конечно, пожалуйста, правда это очень сложно". Женщина. Как, по-твоему, я отвечал домашнее задание? Хотя дело не в этом, конечно.
I dare me to do more.
И да. Я уволился.

Теперь я знаю, что не так. Мой компас стабилизировался, и знаешь, обратная сторона стрелки указывает на Москву. Спасибо тебе.

В благодарность ( и вдруг однажды я смогу так же тебе помочь):



ПочемуBut you'll fight and you'll make it through
You'll fake it if you have to
And you'll show up for work with a smile
And you'll be be better you'll be smarter
More grown up and a better daughter
Or son and a real good friend
And you'll be awake and you'll be alert
You'll be positive though it hurts
And you'll laugh and embrace all your friends
And you'll be a real good listener
You'll be honest you'll be brave
You'll be handsome you'll be beautiful
You'll be happy

Your ship may be coming in
You're weak but not giving in
And you'll fight it you'll go out fighting all of them...
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I feel something so right
Doing the wrong thing
I feel something so wrong
Doing the right thing
I could lie, coudn't I, could lie
Everything that kills me makes me feel alive
+++
You and I both are nothing but thieves
We take what we want when we need
I had a chance for a better life
But all that I've known is to
Run, run, run, from a devil in disguise
Like a bullet, a bullet, a bullet into the night
We are the last generation of hope
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but i'm out, and i'm gone
i'll tell you now i keep it on and on
'cause what you see you might not getand we can't bet so don't
You get souped yet you're schmeing on a thing that's a mirage
i'm trying to tell you now it's sabotage
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Tonight the foxes hunt the hounds
It's all over now before it has begun
We've already won
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Sooner or later
You've got to move
Nobody's gonna tell you
What you gotta do, she said

Just keep movin'
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Be still.
Wild and young
Long may your innocence reign
Like shells on the shore
And may your limits be unknown
And may your efforts be your own
If you ever feel you can't take it anymore,

Don't break character.
You've got a lot of heart
Is this real or just a dream?
Rise up like the sun
And labor till the work is done

Be still. Close your eyes
Soon enough you'll be on your own
Steady and straight
And if they drag you through the mud
It doesn't change what's in your blood